Always I have to pretend that I am confident, I am fine, I am happy but ….
Many a times I feel like running away.
What am I doing away from my family in this unknown place?
As a child I had plans of making document on different tradition and culture across the globe, sometimes I wanted to become a relic hunter looking for mystery and History, I also wanted to be an environmentalist. But now I am in this corporate jungle. I want to break free. Just want to run away where I don’t have to pretend myself, where I don’t have take care of myself , where I think about things which I like, where I am not insecure , where I can be myself.
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ReplyDeletenicely scripted.....but.....Running away ...hmm... question please, question please, question please......from whom, what and where will u go..???.....let me take a guess from ur writing....well looks like it's place, profession......but wait.. ...I think thats not completely correct. ... HOLD on, before u shoot ....I am not accusing you of lying but many a times we fail to understand the real reason..... in true sense people rarely wish to run away from place, profession.......People generally wish to run from themselves because they are not happy from heart which can from many diverse reason.....in ur case might be unfulfilled childhood aspiration..
ReplyDeleteSo sit back and think once again......U can still fulfill all your aspiration which u had sowed during your childhood....at least u can try a shot at it......whether it's writing documentary,hunting etc....and I assure, U dont have to run away from ur profession for the same.......and irrespective of results, ur effort will make u happy...
Let me share one of my today's experience...
Today while moving around at the office lawn after having my lunch, I observed a small tender plant which has grown between the mighty roots of huge banyan tree....I was noticing Banyan tree every day in casual manner, but today I observed that a very beautiful pink flower has bloomed on the tender plant..it was awesome.......
....I looked at it continuously for substantial amount of time and I realized a common fact, which most of us ( including me ) tend to forget...Banyan tree was too huge, it had the luxury of un interrupted sun shine, rain but it didn't had any flower but the small plant in it's root, in spite of being blessed any such luxury but it had a single beautiful flower, ....and it was flower but not the size of Banyan tree, which had managed to gained my attention.....
that tender tree had taught me a very important lesson of LiFe...........LETS BLOOM WHERE WE ARE PLANTED, AND RATHER THAN CURSING THE ABSENCE OF LIGHT,RAIN, LETS UTILIZE THE DARKNESS.........
OMG....bahot ho gaya......Lets start preparing plan for documentary......and down the line in future,your friends would love watching it in Discovery !!!!!
Happy Writing....GBU.....
OMG .....After posting I realized the size of my comments.....:P
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